Miss Marguerite & The City series

Letter 4 To Sibling

Dear Sister,

Hmm, what can I say to you that I do not already tell you every day? I know we fight 90 percent of the time and I am amazed we are able to get along for the other ten percent.

The roles we play say a lot about our relationship. You play the daughter who is does not like to cause mayhem or trouble. However, I enjoy causing such mayhem and taking any heat you might endure onto myself because like an older sister, it is my job. When you get into trouble for something small that might get you grounded for a week, I try my best to get into bigger trouble to have the attention focused on my mistakes and not yours. You had my back as well whenever I needed to keep things on the down low.

Dear Parents,

Damn. Damn. Damn. I bet that is what you say every time I get into antics or mayhem and you somehow find out all about it even though I moved away to cause such antics away from your virgin eyes. You always knew I was never one of those 'normal' or 'part of the sheep' individuals even from a young age. It was fucking hilarious, pardon the cursing, to hear that when I was born, my head was considered too big for my body and the doctors assumed something was wrong with moi. Even more to find out, I was a mute for the first two years of my life.

Dear Crush(es),

A Letter To My Best Friend:

Dear Best Friend,

I must say we ended up becoming fast best friends really quickly. My letter would have been addressed to someone else but that bitch really fucked up our friendship. You know the story about the former best friend. The one who fucked me over too many times and I let her do it because we knew each other inside and out. We were almost like one of those dysfunctional couples and it was only that I moved to San Francisco that I realized how fucked our friendship was; thankfully, I met you a year later and my god, I can see what it is like to have a positive friendship. The other one was always negative and ended up talking about her privilege but fucked up life. With us, you and I get along because of our backgrounds and we do not fault one another for the shit we did before now. You enjoy the fact I have a perverted and gutter mind while I smile at the fact your familia resembles my own.

It seems I am going to throw my typing hand into the ring and do this challenge or this experience that has been going around on tumblr. It is called 30 Days of Letters where you guess it, I will write 30 letters to different individuals. Now I am not going to say I am going to write it all in thirty days but I will get out a letter for every thirty ones posted on here. Here is the list and the days the letters coordinate with:

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush/ Boyfriend

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

I had an interesting dream last night which I hope to repeat once more. The dream was moi on a date with a guero, a white guy who looked very surfer but boy-next-door deal. The two of us went out to see what we thought was a movie but instead it was an improv comedy show. Still, the two of us had fun and I seemed in the dream very relaxed and joyful around him. He looked happy as well and when we left the show, he held my hand and we tried to take a picture of us holding a cinnamon bun.

Halloween Weekend Starting Soon...

I am taking this weekend to interact and re-energize or maybe exorcise the not-so-moi mood away with other friends and roommates. How am I going to do it?

Today: I am going to Chili's with my roommate, Shorty, her friend and my friend Vi., who has been a great friend and stuck around when the mess started to seep from the walls. We are going for the 2 for $20 deal which is great for the college students. After, we are all going to the mall, Vi and I went to last weekend to go shopping at the three story Target to grab essentials for Halloween weekend. Later, Vi and I plan to get dressed and hit a rave happening near my apartment for a few hours before coming back to the apartment to watch more horror movies. I want to overdose on horror movies because I adore them and Vi had become my horror buddy.

Here is the second part of my adventure with Not So Vanilla Guy. Enjoy. Also leave comments and enjoy the read.

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Here is a much late update on what happened a few weeks back. Some of it not be given a lot of words to describe which means nothing worth telling happened or I rather want you to keep itching to ask for more.

Saturday 9/18: Nada or maybe I did do something but I was busy with someone. Hint.
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Sunday 9/19: The two dates I went on with the idiot in the morning and Awkward Guy in the afternoon. I gave you somewhat of the details from the last blog post. I will say I arrived home in time to shower, study and get my ass to bed to meet up with the supervisor the next morning. Though I almost went home with Awkward Guy but decided to go home because the wrath of the supervisor was more than a fuck session would be worth.
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Monday 9/20: I went to see the supervisor to catch up on what was going to happen for the rest of the week and any information on what I should expect.

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Tuesday 9/21: Nothing other than school.

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This morning, I received an email from Awkward Guy about his test results. Should you be reading my blog for the first time, I should advice you to read up on the latest blog posts to know what I am talking about; always helps to know what you are reading instead of wondering who are these many individuals in my lives who cause either wonderful mayhem or horrible controversies.

Now, as for Awkward Guy's email, it had the results of his tests he took to see whether or not he contracted something dire from moi (I am clean lovelies and also you can read my results from other blog posts).

Let me hear a drum roll please or at least pretend you are anxiously waiting to find out whether or not there was the possibility of sexually transmitted disease passed around during the park rendezvous.

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Allergies have started to clear up along with the huge douses of medication I am using on my body to combat the sneezing, coughing and generally feeling as if my head is a balloon. However, I am not down for the count because I plan to go on a date soon and then figure out what I plan to do for the weekend. What should happen?

Now, to clear up the emails I have received over the lovely men and women who have encountered moi in the past few weeks, let me give you a summary since it takes a while to go through a few pages of my blog. I have either fucked, dated, seen or been around these individuals. You are too lazy to read my posts need to be spanked but those who have read it, I adore you and comment on this whole gauntlet of individuals I have gone through darlings.

Today, I went on two dates today and I am bloody tired. My feet are still aching, my thighs hurt and I might get my ass sick again because of the weather. All in all, a great experience considering I got my ass lost to get to the second date after I ditched the first day. Oh, yes, these dates were with two different males, at the same area but a few hours apart. Here is the short version and give the long version later after I finish my second part of NSVG.:'

All right. I thought I was done with NSVG but like the expression, 'Just when I try to get out, they pull me back in', NSVG (Not So Vanilla Guy) pulled me right the fuck back into getting to know him. How did I start? Well, let me tell you readers:

Shorty and I went to a party two weeks ago. She invited me while the two of us were on our laptops, her looking up fashion pictures and myself looking at the last of my things to do before school started. I need to blow a steam off and not think too much on the first day of class. What I needed was to go out to the movies, which I had done the night before with the girls' from down the hallway. By the way, Scott Pilgrim was great and Vampires Suck is a movie to watch once and never again. Not a bad movie but if I saw it again, I would know the gag times and the jokes thus ruining a two hour experience.

Right now, I am in the middle of classes since I started my Fall classes last week which seem easy but are starting to take my mellow vibe for granted. I hope to get something out this week or even if it is a short one, to let the readers know I am alive and not ignoring my Whip and Apple. I enjoy the comments everyone has given and even the spam seems to bring a smile to my lips. I will give some quick updates to keep you coming for more:

I will say I am in a somewhat poly relationship though it is fresh and new so I am not going to talk too much on it. What can I say, I do not want to jinx the beginning of something brand new. Though I do know these individuals long before the romantic feelings started to come in; what? I can be a god damn romantic person even if I do what I do and I love it.