familia

A few days ago, I received a call that my uncle’s health was deteriorating. The past week he has been in the hospital due to complications of his diabetes and alcoholism. Usually, the man pulls through his hospital stints but this time it was different. He was forgetting who his loved ones were and would talk randomly about things that made no sense at all.

At first, I assumed it was Alzheimer’s disease kicking in because of his age of 54. However, it did not make sense considering the memory loss cleared up once he was put on medication. He got better on Friday, was discharged but then turned for the worst on Saturday. I received a call later Saturday night to come home to see him because everyone assumed he would be dead.

My uncle died Monday at the age of 54 at 3:30pm.

Dear Parents,

Damn. Damn. Damn. I bet that is what you say every time I get into antics or mayhem and you somehow find out all about it even though I moved away to cause such antics away from your virgin eyes. You always knew I was never one of those 'normal' or 'part of the sheep' individuals even from a young age. It was fucking hilarious, pardon the cursing, to hear that when I was born, my head was considered too big for my body and the doctors assumed something was wrong with moi. Even more to find out, I was a mute for the first two years of my life.

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Halloween Weekend Starting Soon...

I am taking this weekend to interact and re-energize or maybe exorcise the not-so-moi mood away with other friends and roommates. How am I going to do it?

Today: I am going to Chili's with my roommate, Shorty, her friend and my friend Vi., who has been a great friend and stuck around when the mess started to seep from the walls. We are going for the 2 for $20 deal which is great for the college students. After, we are all going to the mall, Vi and I went to last weekend to go shopping at the three story Target to grab essentials for Halloween weekend. Later, Vi and I plan to get dressed and hit a rave happening near my apartment for a few hours before coming back to the apartment to watch more horror movies. I want to overdose on horror movies because I adore them and Vi had become my horror buddy.

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Damn, this whole weekend has been god damn interesting. You want to know why? Well, let me tell you lovelies.

This weekend Oct 1 through Oct 3, I drove up or over the bridge ninety minutes from San Francisco to visit the familia for the weekend. Many of you remember the tales of the familia and you can always read up on them from the rest of the blog. You better get to know my lovely familia members because they will most likely end up starring in a few posts every now and then if I visit them. Considering the lot of the familia and I are 'eccentric' and 'eclectic', we all usually end up in troubles of our own making and by the end of the night need a few members or even the cops to break it up. The cops story will be for another night ladies and gentleman. For now, let me focus on the weekend.

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Right now, I am in the middle of classes since I started my Fall classes last week which seem easy but are starting to take my mellow vibe for granted. I hope to get something out this week or even if it is a short one, to let the readers know I am alive and not ignoring my Whip and Apple. I enjoy the comments everyone has given and even the spam seems to bring a smile to my lips. I will give some quick updates to keep you coming for more:

I will say I am in a somewhat poly relationship though it is fresh and new so I am not going to talk too much on it. What can I say, I do not want to jinx the beginning of something brand new. Though I do know these individuals long before the romantic feelings started to come in; what? I can be a god damn romantic person even if I do what I do and I love it.

Everything is fine. I am alive. In fact, I have a lot of things to tell the lovely readers. I need to type it all down but I will give you a check list of things I have been up to in the past week. I have a few items to go through and I know you are going to enjoy them; I even placed a picture of the French toast I made a few weeks back during finals for my summer classes. I needed all of the carbs I could shove down my throat. A nice image to have in your head, no?

Now, let us get started with the list. I am going to give it to you short and have you wanting to know what is going on with each list. Hopefully, I did not give it all away but check out my twitter as well to get the scoop on moi.

This is what happened to me or to someone else in the last week:

1. Passed my two classes with very great final grades.
2. Went home to see the familia.

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Yes, I have ended and survived five weeks of summer classes.

Five weeks ago, I started out with two classes, each four hours, for two days a week. Oh yes, I spent four hours in a classroom for four days as week. I bet a few people are squirming in their seats at the thought of being in a college classroom considering many would want to get the shortest class hour time, myself included. I can handle one hour classes I attend three days a week because I do not lose focus or concentration. Yet, with the state of California, colleges need to cut out classes or to add more hours to them to save a few thousand dollars. Now, the three day a week class has been shoved into once a week class for three hours. Spring semester, I took two three hour classes in the evenings which gave rise to the need for pepper spray and a buddy to walk back to my apartment.

Only a few more days before I head back to the city to start up my lovely routine once more. I know I have to get through a slew of things and I am glad for my planner. Already, I have filled that puppy up with dates, appointments, interviews, dates, submissives, friends, familia, the whole she bang. Who says she bang anymore? Same thing as hip from what I recently encountered with a male submissive I have been chatting up through email. Always intriguing to hear about words which I have forgotten about or have not heard in a while.

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My vacation has been lazy, wonderful and stressing in every sense of the world. I came to visit the familia to get away from the quick and uppity beat of San Francisco. Now, I love San Francisco, but the place never fucking sleeps. It keeps going and going and going like the damn energizer bunny. It never lets up and almost tries to hump my leg on a few occasions when I do not get out the spray bottle to get it away from my sore leg.

April 1st to 28th [228-248] - Death Is Only The Beginning...

I keep forgetting to figure out the days. All I know is that the past four weeks have been up, down, all around and side to side. Good and not-so good things have happened but all of it a great experience. Here it is starting from the beginning of April but no viable dates are remembered since my mind was all over the place the past few weeks. Only last two weeks have I been putting my mind back together. This is going to be broken up into two to three more threads since there is a lot of writing to be given. For now, I want to speak about...

Death is only the beginning.

I have heard this quote from The Mummy and if anyone has not seen it, you should because you might even like it. Nonetheless, death is something writers, poets, artists and many more individuals bring up in their subjects.

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May 14th [264] -- Mother, Does This Sex Toy Go With My Shoes?

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